#8: Final Message

Jestina: i guess i was more comfortable talking to you casually as a friend
i like you and i don't want to hurt you by telling lies
before it is too late
I didn't filter or sugar coat anything i told you just now, straight from my heart how am I feeling


Jestina: is like us being in a relationship but i don't feel like it
i don't feel comfortable, and i guess I am not ready for one at this moment


Jestina: i guess the thing is, nothing really happen
we just don't really talk
or i shall say I don't really talk
because i don't know what talk to you
and work have been keeping me busy
and the thing is that, i don't have the urge

#7: Jestina's reminder.

Please don't let me dislike talking to you
Please don't let me begin ignoring you
Please don't let me look down on you by how you behave
Please don't let me loose my respect towards you
Please don't let me have the feeling of frustration when I see you
Please don't let me get irritated when you ask really dumb questions
Please don't let me have so many chances to raise my voice against you
Please don't let me think that you are the black sheep among others
Please don't let me repeat things which had been repeated a thousand times
Please don't let me stop saying hi to you
Please don't let me think that talking to you is such suffering and wasting time


Just you know who you are... Please don't... I'm getting real sick...